Tuesday, July 31, 2007

*Cough*Cough*

No more sore throat, thank goodness, but I'm still coughing.

I think the doctor today and last week's urgent care doctor were classmates at Hollywood Upstairs Medical College (credit The Simpsons). He didn't give me any information and no suggestions on how to get relief.

It's partly my fault for not asking more questions, but I honestly didn't realize I didn't get answers until after I was at work. This is why they tell us to take written questions. With this guy, I didn't know he was done with me until well after he was gone. He told me he was going to check on getting me a chest X-ray and then he never came back. The nurse gave me the X-ray order and walked me out. If I had had written questions, I would have remembered them and then told her I needed to speak with the doctor again.

Oh, well. I'll plan to ask questions when they call with the X-ray results. Better keep a note next to the phone!

Saturday, July 28, 2007

I'm sick

Remember back in April when I wanted to be sick so I could use up my sick leave? Well, lucky me, I'm sick now when I have no sick leave! Thanks, Bacteria.

Actually, I have 12 hours sick leave. I used 8 on Tuesday and then I had to suffer through work the rest of the week. I went to an urgent care clinic (my new doctor couldn't get me in) and the doctor said I'm not contagious. Hopefully, he's right because I don't want my co-workers to murder me.

My supervisor says that I can use my comp time if need be, but hopefully I'll be fine come Monday. I have an appointment with my GP on Tuesday morning, just in case.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Project 365

More pics are up finally! Comments appreciated. Feel free to leave a note on these or any others.

Monday, July 9, 2007

Relief!

I just set up the last four automatic drafts for my credit card bills. On September 30, 2007 I will be debt-free! YAY!!

The plan is to keep my car until 2009 (at least) and save, save, save.

Saturday, July 7, 2007

What was that?

I just finished watching The God Who Wasn't There on DVD. I checked it out from the library after seeing an ad for it in the New Yorker.

I thought it was going to be reasoned arguments against Christianity, and I was interested in the part that was supposed to talk about Christianity's resemblance to other prior religions. Instead it was a bunch of LOLXIANS (I stole that term from Metafilter).

It was pretty inflammatory which was the author's point, I guess. I had problems with the misquoting of scriptures. One quote was attributed to Jesus from Luke 19:27: "But those enemies of mine who did not want me to be king over them—bring them here and kill them in front of me." Sounds like Jesus is pretty evil and bloodthirsty, doesn't it? Well, what the author, Brian Flemming, left out is that Jesus is telling a parable and that line is spoken by the main character in the story. It's not Jesus speaking for himself.

He also says that after Jesus' death, everyone forgot about him until Paul, aka Saul, picked up the story. He talks about how the gospels were written at least 40 years after Jesus died. He says that even Christians can't explain how the story got disseminated. He asks a couple of Christians on the street and they give some vague explanation about it being "in God's divine plan." The thing is, every Christian I know would be able to tell him that the apostles carried the story to various parts of the known world at that time. It's right there in the book of Acts which he completely ignores. Of course he could say that the book of Acts is made up, but he doesn't even address it. I think he takes a perverse pleasure in making Christians look stupid.

He has other objections to Christianity for which he gives what are supposed to be the commonly accepted Christian rebuttals, none of which I've ever heard before. (And if you know me, you know that I used to be one of the bible-thumpiest evangelicals there were, and now I'm one of the catholiciest Catholics there is.) For example, regarding Christianity's resemblance to other religions, he talks about other savior myths and the countless Egyptian, Roman, Greek, and assorted pagan gods which share characteristics with Jesus. He says that Christians just say Satan knew the prophecy of Jesus and so he masterminded these hoaxes in advance. I have never once heard anyone say that. The standard answer I've heard is that it is evidence of God revealing himself to humans, but the fullness of the revelation comes with Jesus. Possibly just as wacky an answer if Christianity is not your thing, but the point is, I don't know what Christians he's been talking to.

Oh, and then there's the part where he says the cardinal sin of Christianity is to think because to Christians doubt is the same as blasphemy. Nope, I've never heard that one. In fact I've always been taught that I should examine my beliefs and decide for myself. Every pastor I've ever had has said that: not to take his word for it, but to study and determine what I think is true. I would think that allows for doubt, or else what would I have to verify?

He interviews Sam Harris who goes on about how dangerous it is that 60% of the American electorate is Christian. Okay. He says it's a shame that college-educated presidents and congressmen are using their religion to impede embryonic stem cell research. He says they are basing it on their belief that the soul enters a zygote at the moment of conception. Again, I've never heard that reasoning. I've only heard people talking about life beginning at conception, which means that a life is being destroyed in the use of an embryo for its stem cells. Souls are immortal; they can't be destroyed. Again, not a distinction that would make Mr. Harris see a Christian's point. I just would have appreciated a little more accuracy.

I guess I can't say I'm completely disappointed. I checked out the DVD because I wanted it to make me think. It certainly did, just not in the way I expected. And I didn't expect it to make me angry. Mr. Flemming seemed to be going out of his way to be disrespectful. I expected more of a straightforward "Christians are wrong. Here's why," rather than a malevolent "Christians are crazy. Here's (inaccurately) why."

Updates

I was re-reading this old post and, after being really embarrassed, I realized I need to give some updates.

1. The therapist: I went twice and then stopped. She talked waaaay too much, and she wasn't really a cognitive behaviorist even though she said she was when I first called. Now that I have decent mental health coverage, I'll try again.

2. Having "a lot to lose": I was totally using Brett as a crutch. There were places I wanted to go and things I wanted to do. If my social anxiety kept me from doing them by myself, I could ask him to go with me. It took me a while to realize that, and now I know that it was not cool. That's not to say that I didn't enjoy his company because I did. The part about his being fun to be around was true. I'm just saying that what I wrote in that post was more fear than despair.

3. The friendship: It didn't work out. Remember how I said I was so anxious about the casual dating thing? Well, it was the same with the friendship. I really don't know why. I didn't feel hurt and there weren't lingering romantic feelings, but something was definitely wrong. Two weeks before I moved, I had a bad night and ended up writing him an email saying I couldn't be friends with him. Email = cop out, I know, but I didn't have a good explanation. Whenever I talked to him about it, he ended up apologizing so I obviously wasn't doing a good job of explaining the problem.

Friday, July 6, 2007

Are you watching ...

Jericho?

CBS was planning to cancel it but relented after fans sent them 40,000 pounds of peanuts in protest. Now they're re-airing episodes of the first season over the summer to attract new fans and keep the show going. I've never watched it, but if people love it this much, it's worth a shot.

Tonight is the pilot, then next week two episodes: an episode that recaps shows through #11 and episode #12. The rest of the summer brings episodes #13-#22.

All episodes are available online for free if the recap doesn't do it for you.

Update: The pilot was very compelling. I'll tune in again next week. I hope it doesn't turn out like "The Nine" on ABC. Started out great, then sucked by the fourth episode.

Update update: The 'compilation' episode was pretty bad. I didn't finish it, and I haven't tuned in since. I can't tell you if it was the fact that the show was trying to recap 10 episodes or if the plot lines really make no sense.

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Marathons!

What is it about 4th of July that makes networks air marathons? How can I choose? There's "The First 48" on A&E, "Law & Order" on TNT, and "Wayans Bros." on BET. I'm going with A&E until they show one I've seen and then it's BET. If that's a lame episode, then TNT it is.


P.S. Happy Birthday, America!