I had the talk with my supervisor, N, yesterday morning, asking if it was okay if TSU contacted her for a reference.
She agreed of course, then went on to say that she would hate to lose me. She told me to think over the weekend of what duties I'd like to have, come up with a title for it, and she'd give me that position. That is extremely flattering. However, her idea was for me to work on the current cataloger's backlog and the reclassification project that she's been sitting on for at least 10 years (I'm not exaggerating). I told her that I wouldn't feel comfortable with that.
We had a long talk about how the current cataloger, L, is not performing and how the library as a whole has been making concessions for her. I said it would be different if L were genuinely overwhelmed and couldn't handle the workload, but she can do the work. She just doesn't. I don't want to do the work someone is being paid to do and choosing not to do. She spends time on her outside interests during work hours and N knows this! N went on and on during our talk about how she's displeased with L's work. It boggles my mind. When someone is not performing and her supervisor is unhappy with her work, the solution is not to get people to cover for her. That's not how the world works.
I asked her if she planned to address the cataloger's problems in any way. She told me that she has written her up once for insubordination. That was because whenever N confronts L about her work or the lack of organization in her office or the boxes of books that have piled up, L yells at her. Literally yells. At her boss. Where the whole office can hear.
One plan I came up with was to be the main cataloger and make L be something like "special projects cataloger." Then she could finally finish that project and work on her own backlog. At first I was thinking that could be my position and by the time I finished that, maybe L would be ready to retire. Then I thought, why not reverse it? And then when she finishes her own project (in 5 more years, lol), she can retire.
I will mention this to N, even though I've decided it's better for my career in the long run to go to TSU. Their support for professional development is really the clincher. If I were to stay here, it would be super easy for me, but I'd be stagnating. In 5 years I'd be so behind the times, it would be a tragedy. We're not doing anything with the emerging technologies and there's no money for education. I know I could really push and get N to fund me to go on a conference or two. But I also know myself. If I were going to do that, I would have done it by now. I need the challenge of the requirements in order to make myself do it. And I need the reward for my efforts that I'll get there. At this point, no one reviews us or recommends us for increases in rank.
I'm going to talk about all this with N next week. I have to craft it just right, because I don't want it to sound accusatory. I want her to know what a detriment L is to the library. Her poor performance affects other departments than her own and N should know that people are aggravated. I don't know if it will do any good because N does not believe in firing people, but maybe a demotion would be in order.